help

im trapped in my own life.

Ex

glances

enticing yet not

challenging and teasing

but remaining stoic and stubborn and all the things that torture.

your voice is snowfall, as you say

'you have never been right for me.'

One for sadness

It's because there's so much associated with them, I think.

But it's weird how

I've lived almost twenty one years

and in all that time I never really saw

how beautiful

magpies are.

Drag

this will be painful.

but the purges have been worse than this, always worse,

and you've survived them.

this time, unlike others

it is a conscious choice.

tomorrow is composed of maybes.

September

Evades your misconceptions and flees earthly blight,

Your ailment

Your cholera.

Not conventional, nor chic,

that would be too easy.

Is it ever easy?

Don't answer that.

Intolerable stupidity and

righteous disappointment do battle

for thrones

of nearly gold.

Animal

Takes the time away from other thoughts

and intrudes on you from night time.

Did you forget?

Subconscious is always awake. Always thinking.

Always making connections and taking away from the sane self.

It's silent.

But now it jabbers excitedly.

And you realise

That thing that's been bothering you isn't cumbersome or negative.

It's not apathy

to be in love with what you are

not what you should be.

remember

you heard regina spektor in a dream once.